Lauren Goodger has shared her struggles with suicidal thoughts following the tragic loss of her newborn baby due to complications shortly after birth. The reality TV personality, known for her role in TOWIE, revealed that her daughter passed away due to complications with the umbilical cord, which had two knots in it.

Reflecting on the heartbreaking experience, Lauren expressed the profound impact the loss had on her, particularly as her daughter would have turned four years old. She described the pain of imagining the moments she would have shared with her daughters and how the loss changed her completely.

After the devastating loss of her baby, Lauren faced further turmoil as her relationship with her ex-boyfriend Charles Drury came to an end less than a week later, with him expressing that he no longer loved her. The combination of grief and a broken relationship led Lauren to consider taking her own life, but her love for her eldest daughter Larose prevented her from doing so.

Despite the challenging times, Lauren found strength in her role as a mother and persevered through panic attacks and deep emotional pain. She emphasized the importance of her daughter Larose in keeping her going during the darkest moments.

Lauren also shared insights into her tumultuous relationship with Charles, describing it as toxic and marked by trauma. Despite subsequent pregnancies and miscarriages, the couple eventually parted ways for good in 2024. Lauren highlighted the difficulties she faced but emphasized her commitment to being a dedicated mother to her daughters.

In recent years, Lauren made a return to TOWIE and authored a book titled “Mum Of Two: Love, Loss and My Life on Towie,” which served as a source of distraction and empowerment for her. Through her book and TV comeback, she found a sense of purpose and the courage to navigate through her grief and challenges.

Through her experiences, Lauren aims to offer support and inspiration to others facing similar struggles, emphasizing the importance of sharing personal stories to help others find strength in difficult times.